The men who are in my life currently are extremely supportive of me. Sometimes it’s hard for me to receive all of it. Be selective, be reflective.The more I know who I am, the more I know what I want and my own worthiness, the more they treat me with respect. But I’m very selectiveContinue reading “Just BE. Just BREATHE.”
Category Archives: Feelings
Health is wealth
I’m not a victim of my circumstances. Ever. I always have the power to choose, which is both a blessing and a curse. In those moments when I feel weak, tired and anxiety ridden, I don’t wanna face any decisions. The smallest of things enhances my negative emotions, even something simple as what to makeContinue reading “Health is wealth”
Emotional Intimacy
Many times I’ve tried to start this post. Many times I’ve failed. This is raw and real, it’s vulnerable and something I don’t particularly like to share. I don’t like to share about this because of the shame and guilt around it — but the pain is turned into strength only when you can shedContinue reading “Emotional Intimacy”
Word on forgiveness
I have a past. We all do. None of is exempt of making illogical, irrational and even inconsiderate decisions. When you’re young, you tend to live by some unconscious rules or maybe you’re a little bit outlawed. And when I say you, I don’t mean you as the person, I mean you – the human.Continue reading “Word on forgiveness”
Relationships work as catalysts
There’s a man in my life who satisfies my deepest, darkest needs. Needs I didn’t know even existed within me. Well, I guess I knew, but they’ve never been acknowledged. I always get what I want, not what I need. My inner child has been going rogue. It’s been untamed. Mostly because she’s never received theContinue reading “Relationships work as catalysts”
Reflections
Hello June! I meant to write and publish this yesterday but after my 8 hour appointment on a hairdresser’s chair and seeing a friend, I didn’t have the energy to finish this. You can also expect some minor changes on here in the next week. Anyways, moving on… Isn’t it crazy how 6 monthsContinue reading “Reflections”
Lessons from a nearly dead woman
In honor of Mental Health Month & Masturbation Month, May is dedicated to all things related to sexual health. I don’t like to share too intimately about my personal life, and I’ve drawn clear boundaries in what I do and don’t share publicly. This said, I’ll share something private about my life because it isContinue reading “Lessons from a nearly dead woman”
Orgasmic bliss
In honor of Mental Health Month & Masturbation Month, May is dedicated to all things related to sexual health. At the cusp of February-March this year, I experienced something quite unusual that actually started mid-February during my visit to see my best friend in the States. My solar plexus chakra started vibrating really hard, andContinue reading “Orgasmic bliss”
Ride or Die
“I live my life a quarter mile at a time. Nothing else matters. Not the mortgage, not the store, not my team and all their bullshit. For those ten seconds or less… I’m free.” ―Dominic Toretto Reasons why I love Fast & Furious…• It’s not just about fast cars • It’s not just a loveContinue reading “Ride or Die”
Withdrawings
I’ve even forgotten how to be vulnerable around/with men, yet I share everything with my girl friends. That’s a depth that scares me. That’s my shadow, unwilling to be seen because if it was.. would it be judged, would the other person run away? I’m only learning to be authentically me. To stay congruent to myself, and express my emotions without any accusations or blame. Merely sharing my thoughts, feelings, and emotions. It feels liberating.
Love That Matters 