Withdrawings

I’ve even forgotten how to be vulnerable around/with men, yet I share everything with my girl friends. That’s a depth that scares me. That’s my shadow, unwilling to be seen because if it was.. would it be judged, would the other person run away? I’m only learning to be authentically me. To stay congruent to myself, and express my emotions without any accusations or blame. Merely sharing my thoughts, feelings, and emotions. It feels liberating.